we went to see the GI doctor today. It seems that we have reached the time when we are going to put the hole in landon's tummy to feed him. We are going on Tues. to do another PH probe, which measures how bad his acid reflux is, and then schedule for possibly this month, most likely next. I feel like a failure in some respect, but I know that I've done my best. I knew it was coming to this soon, but I just don't feel prepared. It looks like they will also do a surgery at the same time so that he won't be able to throw up. I hope it's reversable because WHEN (i'm being positive) the hole comes out and he can eat everything on his own, I want him to be able to burp--you can't burp with the no throw up deal. Crazy how you come to appreciate something when you're not given the opportunity.
Wednesday, January 9, 2008